I found out on tuesday that my dad's heart has shown no improvement even though more of it is moving than before his procedures.
Yesterday and today have been super shitty days
I was a little scared by the thoughts I was having today when I realized why I was having them
I will try to ride this out
But I am not sure how.
The only thing I can think to do is eat cake, but sadly I do not have any
I am trying to see if Jim Beam will do the trick but probably not
I may have to go on a midnight cake run
I am so tired
I wish I could pull a sleeping beauty and sleep for 100 years
It's been so long since i've felt ok that I am losing hope I will ever feel ok
I can offer nothing except hope that you will feel better. Fast.
ReplyDeleteHey I'm really sorry to hear about your father, best of luck and hope you feel better soon.
ReplyDeleteThank you for your comments. I am feeling a little better. I got some cake and cookies and rice crispy treats :)
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