Family Pics

So for our anniversary we had our pics taken. 

It took a long time to get the pics in but

OMG IT WAS SO WORTH IT

I thought the session went really bad. In fact I think I was crying because I had such high hopes

So last night when I finally looked at them I cried again

Because they were awesome!

With no further ado (hope you don't mind the overload)

Our family 2012

It was so hard not to post every pic but I cut it down from 72 

Crazy and busy

Last night while I was picking up the house for the night Carmen ran over to me and said "mommy my lip" She was laughing but her top lip was SUPER puffy right in the middle. I started freaking out and laughing at the same time. She thought it was funny! Most people don't laugh when they are having an allergic reaction. I gave her a dose and a half of benedryl and it was gone in an hour. It took me forever to fall asleep after that. We think it was a reaction to our dogs flea spray. (hopefully)

My Dr changed my meds. I am on prozac (again) now and wellbutrin. Tuesday was a fantastic day but yesterday sucked. However my house is clean which is a good sign. If I care about how it looks that I know my meds are helping even if I don't really feel better. You can no longer get Wellbutrin free through the company so I am getting mine from a canadian online pharmacy for WAY less than any of the pharmacys in my area. A months supply here would cost me 140 but I am getting 3 months for 76$ including shipping. I researched how to not get scammed and so far its working. Sean can get 3 months supply for him for 45$ 

Right now the money really matters. My salary just got cut in half. And my salary is a third of our income. We implemented a budget last month (luckily) that is working for us and while it will be really tight I think we are going to make it. And hopefully I can make a little side money with reflexology.

We finally got to celebrate our 7th anniversary last weekend. We had gotten a gift certificate to the restaurant we got married at. The food was so good I couldn't hear what Sean was saying to me. Then we went and got frozen yogurt and went to home depot and the dollar store. We went out at 5 and were home by 8 exhausted and ready for bed. We are such an old couple. 

I should probably go cook breakfast for the kids

7 years

Our anniversary is tomorrow. This is going to be the worst anniversary ever. We arranged for the kids to stay with mil but she isn't feeling well so my mom said she would take them but shes bringing them back tomorrow. And Sean has to work today. So we are going to have most of 1 day to celebrate. I do get today to myself. Thats probably going to be the nicest thing about this anniversary.

But its ok because last year was the best anniversary ever.

Oh and all of this is contingent upon if my sister goes into labor. Which could happen at any moment. She had rhythmic contractions for 5 hours yesterday before they fizzled out. 

Last year was pretty much the only time I feel we've had to really celebrate our anniversary. We have never had money to do anything before. But I hope its not another 6 years before we do something.

I am not going to throw myself a pitty party. I am going to enjoy the heck out of today and tomorrow. And spending time alone with my hubby. 

Have a wonderful weekend :)

Amber