Amberness

I have been up and down a lot lately

Mostly down

And angry

At every thing

I am angry that I can't seem to continue doing better

I am angry that some things in my life haven't worked out the way I wanted them to.

And I don't know why I am angry

Of course I am endlessly tired

But the trazodone and magnesium I take help me sleep at about 85% of what I need.

So that is doable 

The kids are sick as usual

I am out of humor