Everything

There is so much going on right now.

I had a birthday, my dad had 2 surgeries, and Sean and I are buying a house, and Roy died.

My dad had a heart cath on my birthday. Then he had another heart cath the next day where they put in 2 stints and "roto rutered" his arteries. Apparently Plavix does not work for him. In a very small percentage of people it does not metabolize. They switched his meds and hopefully we wont have to do this again. He was up and at 'em the next day. He is such a bastard. Pretending he feels good when clearly something is wrong. He had 80 to 90 % blockages in 2 arteries. 

About buying a house: We qualify for a much better house than we can afford. I feel so trashy because we are probably going to by a manufactured home. You can get more bang for you buck with a manufactured home. They have their drawbacks but they have a lot going for them too. A huge kitchen, a master suite with a dream bathroom, hopefully a neighborhood with a pool, and space. I do not want to buy a teeny tiny 3 bedroom house. There is no point to that. We already live in a small 3 bedroom house. This part ties into my birthday. I have always thought that I would own my own house by the time I was thirty. So I am very excited to be buying a house now, at 32. Damn getting older. Too bad you can't stop aging at 21. Once we own our own home (even if its a manufactured home) I will have accomplished all the things I wanted to accomplish by my age. We have almost no debt, We have kids, once we have a home there is nothing else I want. Though my van is on its last leg. Hopefully it will last another year.

About Roy: I am doing better than expected. I miss him so much but I am not as depressed as I thought I would be. He was a part of my life for so long. And for a while he was my only friend. I miss his face.