The Husband (of my dreams)

Well Hubby is feeling and acting much better. Right now he is putting Baby to sleep, singing to her along with her music. And I didn't have to ask him to do it. He had a follow up visit today with his Dr. and She said we do need to up his dose but she thinks he is on the right medication. I am so happy. He is much more like the Hubby I married. He is in a better mood more often. He still has his moments but its better. And he is helping out now. Today I was so tired he brought her to me to feed her, then he gave her her breakfast and did the dishes and got stuff ready for the day. All without me asking. And he let me sleep. He never lets me sleep. Its like he thinks if I can't sleep neither can she. But not any more. I really love him a lot. The last 2 years have been rough but now I understand and its getting better. It is helping both of us to feel better.

I started writing this days ago but am just now finishing it.

Sean is acting so much better. He is like a different person. He is helpful and understanding and appreciative and getting better and better every day. Now when I go off on him ( the preggo hormones are kicking in) he takes it and apologizes for whatever hes done. We can hold a whole conversation without arguing. I feel like I am falling in love all over again. Also he got a job. He started Monday and he likes it so far. But its helping him too. Because he feels like a man now. He is our provider. It is such a relief. And even though I miss him and there have been many times where I wish he were home so he could take care of Carmen its nice to have alone time. And to see him gaining self confidence. I am so happy. For him and for me.