Today

Today I am feeling so sad. I feel like I am drowning in a dream and I can't swim back to the surface. If I could just swim I would live but I can't move. I can't save myself.

I am so sick of struggling. I would just let go but I have 2 babies and a husband I have to live for. I am glad I have them. They are the 1 rainbow in my life.

Apparently a lot of people are going through the same thing right now. I read 2 blogs this morning written by women who said exactly how I feel.