Update

I have been having a hard time lately. Again.

I was thinking that it was because we upped my meds but I am feeling better today so now I am wondering if it is something else. 

My sister took Carmen all day today. It was so nice. I ran errands all day and then I took 2 classes at the gym. I took the same class that I took last week and am afraid of how bad I am going to hurt this time. I also took a yoga class. I loved it but I don't know if I will do it again because of the origins of yoga. 

I am down 41 pounds as of today!

Even though I would love to continue to lose weight really fast I am trying to remember that this is a life style change and it is about living healthy and not about weight loss. 

I also got to spend some time with Louie today. He is so fun. We were almost done with our errands when he started really fussing so I asked him if he wanted to see his daddy. He said Yup and stopped fussing. I know its such a little thing but it made me laugh. And its one of the reasons I love him.

I know this is a sucky post but its all I have in me.

I hope we all have a wonderful day tomorrow