I am having a hard time right now. We changed my meds a few weeks ago and I am thinking we are not done yet. I cannot keep up with the house. I have had several panic attacks. I am so tired I want to cry. I have a dull headache and its here to stay. The only thing I want to do is eat. I have gained 10 pounds.
I've been working on cognitive therapy. But I am losing hope that I will get better. Life this way is not worth living. At best things are very Meh in a bad way.
I hate posting stuff like this but I need to.
Oh 1 funny thing Carmen said that made me laugh all week. I was in my pantys and a t shirt in bed and she said "look mommy has a butt crack" pointing to my where my stomach folds over. She didn't mean it in a mean way and truly its hilarious to hear her say butt crack.
Have you talked to your doctor about what's going on? It doesn't sound like whatever you're on is the right thing for you to be taking...
ReplyDeleteNot yet but I have an appt in 2 days so I will then.
DeleteLook up the medication and see if it's safe for you to just stop taking it.
ReplyDeleteI was given effexor last year and (sorry if this is TMI) it made my entire intestinal tract bleed!!
Hang in there. I hate knowing things are tough for you, but I'm glad you post what you are feeling. I know how therapeutic that is. Hope the appointment tomorrow makes a difference.
ReplyDeleteI found out its not until next week but its ok. I feel better today. We got out of the house and are having a nice day. We are going to play in the back yard this evening when it cools down. I don't know why I am saying all this stuff but I am ok. THank you for checking in with me :)
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