The sickies

Well Sean is home for the holidays but we are all sick

At least we are sick together

Lots of snuggles and tissues and movies

And its cold today. I love the cold

I have on a comfy tee and the softest pants. I am drinking coffee for the first time this week. Its a big deal when I am too sick to drink coffee. It doesn't taste right yet but its still good

The only bad thing is that 1 or both kids want me at all times. Carmen was crying because Louis wanted to snuggle with us and she didn't want her daddy. I am thinking I should have a talk with her daddy.

At my last Dr appt we upped my meds. I am feeling a little lost in this recovery process. I feel better than I did before CSU but I am not feeling as good as I was right after. And I am having a hard time not feeling sorry for myself. At least now I am aware of it but I don't know what to tell myself to stop it. I know what I will be talking about at my next appointment with Nancy. Hopefully I can go to group this coming week. I have been sick pretty much the whole time since I upped my meds. Today I am finally feeling better and I feel pretty good mentally. Tired but good. And that tired is earned. I have not slept more than a 4 hour stretch at a time for 2 weeks.

It looks like I will have my job through January. So that means 1 more month of daycare. 

I have a mess to clean up though. I am going to need it. I hope I get it taken care of before Dad finds out about it. Speaking of I have some work that needs to be finished so 

Ciao

Amber