Therapy

I am the face of PTSD

It means that I feel like everything is going to kill me (subconsciously)

My therapist is hopeful that the treatment will work but I am discouraged

I am supposed to write down stuck points and a mission statement but I am a little confused about what both of those are

I tried twice to write a post about this and nothing would come out 

So I started writing in my journal and then transcribed it here

The good news about this is that PTSD can hold recovery back. It has a specialized treatment and is curable

Treatment for PTSD helps you think differently about the trauma you experienced

I feel guilty about this diagnosis because my mom is not the same person she was when I was a kid

She is very kind to me now and she tells me she loves me every time we talk

She respects me now

Its not fair

I wish all of this were in the past

I wish it would stay there