On Wednesday this week I hurt my back pretty bad. Yesterday it was alittle better but this morning it was bad. So I went to a new Chiropractor today. He took xrays of me. They showed my spine has a curve in it and that I had fractured my back in the past. He was like "are you sure you never injured it?" and that's when I remembered that when i was about 13 I got bucked off a horse and landed on my tail bone. I remember that it was super painful, and that no one took me to the Dr.
At first I was like I knew that it was bad. My back was never the same after that. But now I feel so sad about it. My back was injured and I knew it and no one listened to me. I feel neglected. And unloved. And it makes me even more anxious that I might not take the kids to the Dr when they need it.
I have been trying to get back to blogging. I have opened up blogger many times and not been able to write things. My plan is to write fun stuff here and the sad stuff in my journal. Except this. Hopefully.
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