Pity party

I am so tired of depression.  I am so tired of these whiny posts.  I am tired of having the life sucked out of me.  I have no personality anymore.  I wake up and think "I hope I will be in a good mood today" I just want to be me and I want this life sucking parasite to go away.   

I do have more better days and better hours and can get more accomplished than I used to be able to do.  I don't know what to do.  Today I do not have the energy to fight anymore.  But I have to get the Babies up and fed.  I go to the Dr next week, maybe he can help me.