So tired of shit

I am having a shitty day.  

Literally.   

I was just trying to survive today with all 3 of us making it out alive.

I put the kiddos in their room with a show so I could lay in bed.  I am having bad cramps.

I went to check on them and found a horrible mess.

Carmen had pooed (even though I had tried to get her to poo before I put her in there) and Louis had crawled through it and there was shit EVERYWHERE.  All over him.  I had to toss him in the tub and pull out my steam cleaner.  I had to bleach a bunch of their toys.  

I am so exhausted 

I don't know how I will make it until bedtime

The one good thing is I started so I am getting to use the Diva Cup and so far it is awesome