I love the weekend

I am doing much better. Not "symptom free" but I have good points every day now instead of being down all day. I am feeling happiness. But I am still having a hard time thinking. If it stays the same or (crossing fingers) gets better, I can do this. Life is worth living.

This morning I stumbled out of bed to sneak some coffee before the kids woke up. They had a mirror (i moved it after this) next to the door (their door was an outside door and it has a window in it) so I can see in to check on them. I saw Carmen in the mirror. I didn't think she would be able to see me because it was the tiny bottom corner. So I watched her playing with her hat. She would put it on her head and shake her head around. I love watching her when she thinks she is all alone. Anyway the little turd turned her head and saw me. I had to go in and get her. She was sitting in her bed Naked. She had taken off her diaper. She normally gets out of bed as soon as she sees but this time she didn't. I should have known. She said "I wet my bed". I told her it was ok and we would just wash her sheets. She REALLY wet the bed. Even her pillow was wet. I folded all of it up into her fitted sheet and stuffed it in the washer. And I did all of it before my first sip of coffee.

Heres one for making 2011 my bitch. Sean is going to do some work in trade for a hotel room and a nice dinner for our anniversary. I am SO excited. We didn't go anywhere for our honeymoon, and we have never had to money to go somewhere for our anniversary's but for our 6th we will. I cannot wait.