Here it is. My year end review.
While 2010 was not the worst year of my life it was a hard and difficult year. It was like someone exploded a crazy bomb in my head. I guess you could say the year was a success because the kids and I are still alive. And I am not making a joke. I scared myself so bad. I thought so much about killing myself and them, (because I thought that they would be worse off without me) That I am glad that year is over and we are all still here. Reading that over makes me cry because of how true it is.
My goals for 2011
- Get a little less crazy
- Exercise more
- Have more fun with the babies
- Keep my house cleaner
- Do a better job working for my dad
- Make Sean fall a little more in love with me ( I am a really good wife)
I don't want to make any more specific goals like loose 50 pounds or stuff like that because if I fail it devastates me (you are warned I AM CRAZY).
I joined the band together thing Aunt Becky is doing because I would love to have a bigger support group. My family, I am the luckiest person in the world. My family has helped me so much. All of them. Even the ILs. And they probably don't even know. My dad has taken so much pressure off of me workwise. My mom has tried to be really supportive (its really the first time shes ever been here for me) My sister, I love her so much. My Husband He tries to do something for me everyday. I love my family so much. It's just me now. I am the crazy one. My life is exactly what I want right now except for 1 thing...me.
Anyway *wipes the tears away* I am going to make 2011 my bitch. This is going to be the best year of my life.
Happy New Year
I'm a bit crazy too. I had a pretty serious bout of PPD after my second daughter. It sucked. I'm glad you're feeling optimistic about the coming year. I think I am too.
ReplyDeleteThanks for reading my blog, too! It's funny because I didn't expect to see any comments for a awhile and "BOOM!!" two right off the bat! :-)