What a pisser

Sean and I were having such a good day today Until I told him that I feel like life is worth living again finally. Then he told me " good. The kids love you a lot" Like he was saying you have a lot to live for. WTF. I am not choosing to be depressed or suicidal. What is the matter with him. Then he gets all defensive about it. Instead of saying I am sorry or thats not what I meant. He said "I said it was good. You are focusing on 1 little thing" It makes me feel like he doesn't care, because this is a big deal for me. To feel like life is not worth living is a bad feeling. To feel like it is worth living is a great feeling. And he said the first trite thing that came to his mind because he would rather look at his gun magazine than think about his wife.

P.S. this is my 100th post