I am going to post something funny today if it kills me because I am linking up with Momma made it look easy At least I am going to try. I am not sure if I can because this is more of an everything blog than a mommy blog. But still.
The other day Carmen lost her cup and we looked and looked for it but no such luck. The next day she found it in her room and ran in yelling " I found it I found it" I told her it was dirty so I would wash it for her. She said "thank you mommy, that make me happy"
I died
Jennifer I am so sorry I accidentally deleted your comment. THank you for commenting though.
ReplyDeleteAmby I sure am glad that your case worker came to see you. You should call them everytime you have a 'bad' episode. They are there to help you. Glad that you are going in for a dr visit too. I hope the book you are reading is a real help. Sounds like you are working on your issues. I am here anytime you need someone to talk to. And sometime the best part of blogging can be anonymity. Hang in there Amby you are going in the right direction.
ReplyDeleteThank you :) I am trying really hard.
ReplyDeleteI'ver read your posts recently. I can see how much your struggling with the "dark demon" and how hard your trying to fight it. I wish I could do something to help. During the hard times it helps me to try as much as possible not to think about the discouraging things. I avoid thinking about anything that makes my future look dismal. The depression causes such a distortion problem. And I try to let my mind relax and zone out with a good book or movie. And it very much helps me to go for walks, as briskly as I can. The comfort of loved ones is good too. Hopefully it will help to realize that the hurting won't last forever.
ReplyDeleteI try to focus on the positive as much as possible. I do not read the news or watch depressing shows (like CSI and Law and Order). There not a lot of positive shows on tv. I am reading about the distortion in learning about cognitive therapy. It does get hard to see the forest for the trees but I am working on it. Thank you for commenting. It always makes me happy :)
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