Well I am not very good at this blogging thing. I guess I really do use it as a journal, only writing when I need to vent. But not today. I am relatively happy today and will keep the complaining to a minimum.
Carmen makes me laugh a hundred times a day at least but when I think about what she did so I can tell Sean or someone I can never remember. I love how she gets embarrassed if she has a particularly large or stinky poo. I assure her that mommy does too but it only helps sometimes. Right now in spite of having an entire bagel for breakfast she is snacking on corn chips she keeps snatching from the table. And she just grabbed my phone and angerly shaking her head she said "NO". Where did she learn that? Little stinker. I am worried that she has a wonkie eye, and that it means that she has nfs. What if she has a disability like that? I love her so much and it would kill me to see that.
Louis is the sweetest little boy. I love that he sleeps with us and I wish I could slow time down so it will last longer. He is so big. Everyone thinks he is 5 or 6 months old. He is so long. I feel like I have a toddler in bed with me instead of an infant. I love how he hates dirty diapers. And how he smiles at me. He has a very expressive face and when he looks at me you can see that he is saying how much he loves me. He is so beautiful. I learned this weekend that if I want to get him to go to sleep in a public place I need to cover his little face. (I think its so funny how when she says anything to do with a baby she says its "little" whatever......and now Im doing it)
I just got off the phone with my sister. I am so depressed now. The entire time we were talking about exercising and dieting. She was majorly pressuring me to do both. I don't like being pressured to do things. I want her to back off. I am not accountable to her. Or anyone else. Lately alot of people have been pressuring me to be accountable to them. I do not need to be accountable to them. Leave me alone
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