Yesterday Carmen told me I was the best mommy in the whole world. I cry when she says stuff like that. I love her so much. I lost my voice a couple days ago. I was trying to tell Carmen to do something and she said "just talk mommy, Talk"
Last night I made the mistake of going in the kids room to check on Louie. Of course he was still awake and wanted to play when he saw me. So I went and sat on his bed. He got up and put his little finger out and told me to "stay" just like I tell him. It was so cute.
I am finally starting to get better. I still feel like poo but at least I can swallow again. Last night was the worst. I Could Not Sleep. It was really bad. But hopefully I will sleep better tonight.
On Wednesday last week I saw my Dr. She upped my Wellbutrin. I am happy about this but worried because wellbutrin messes with my sleep. But I have no idea if it did anything this time because I haven't slept since Monday. C and L seem to be better though. Other than wanting to sleep with us still and C peeing in her bed and Ls bed last night they are doing really good. I am sure I am repeating myself and not too sure if I am making any sense but I plead sleep deprivation.
Oh and being sick made me lose 2 more pounds. I am at 56 pounds lost now!
Wow, 56 lbs is awesome! Sorry it had to come along with being sick, but at least you get SOMETHING out of being sick right? (At least that's what I tell myself - I've lost 6 lbs in the past couple weeks because of changing my diet to minimize health issues.)
ReplyDeleteThis time it was totally not worth it. Normally I would say yea it was worth it but my throat hurt so bad I couldn't sleep and its still raw. I couldn't swallow. I have not been that sick for a while.
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