I am just going to ramble again. I am feeling a bit more stressed this morning. I woke up before 5:30 this morning and could not go back to sleep. Partly because I had a bad dream.
I dreamed my twin was getting married and my mom was being a bitch. She was berating my twin for having gained a little weight. It made me so mad I started screaming at her. I have dreams like this occasionally. They used to make me feel empowered but now I just feel sad. So anyway that is staying with me. And a fear my dad is not going to be ok. Also I really miss Sean. He has been gone a week and a half. He will get home today but I need him. I have some work that needs to get done ASAP but the computers are offline. One more thing causing me anxiety. I guess in a few hours it will be over. One way or another.
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