I am having a shitty day. Both literally and figuratively. I am in my bed with louie watching mclintock, I can't stop crying. Its ok though because its been quite a while since I felt like this. I feel liek the worst mother because I am putting this on my kids. I can't hide it. It feels a little like I am going to die. My heart keeps skipping a beat. It's my anxiety. (Louis is really digging mclintock) I am going to rest and do some CBT and bible reading. And wash my sheets because Louie just poured a cup of lemonade on them.
Oh and the literally shitty day thing. Louie had a MAJOR blowout in his room. Poop all over the room on the chairs and his bed. It really sucked
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